We could throw dreams away,
We could forget the words we were to afraid to say.
I want to stay and fight for you,
Fight till my heart is black and blue.
Fight like hell till I give up
A month ago today my Mum’s 2 year long battle with cancer finally came to it’s end. The past month hasn’t been the same. I can’t begin to imagine the rest of my life and how much it will change from all the things I thought would happen. Cancer doesn’t just affect the victim, but it affects those who surround that person as well. Living day to day with the after effects of such a cruel illness is hell in it’s self. Living with the illness is only for the brave and strong. Never have I been so proud nor will I ever be able to recreate the bond we shared. Aged 60 my mum passed away at 1pm January 2nd of cancer. She told me to keep dreaming, live like theres no tomorrow and love endlessly.
For you, I shall do all these things and beyond…
Even though she lost her battle, I hope you overcome yours. Even though I have never met you and may never meet you. I understand. I know your feelings as you know mine. Cherish every moment for the last ones are the hardest. Yet in time they are the most sacred. Hold dear the ones you love. Live for the ones you’ve lost <3